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Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Ramblings: 3/4/2014

Today was pretty awful...

Started the day off with a panic attack at around 3 AM. What a great start, huh? Finally went back to sleep around 5 or 6 and slept until 2 or 3 PM ish, but by then I was feeling a lot better. Ate breakfast which tasted awful because I was missing the key ingredient and then ate onion rings instead >.>. So healthy! From then on everything seemed fine, until my sister noticed that the right side of my lizard's head was bleeding. NOw I first thought this was because both yesterday and today she was restless and actually quite violently throwing herself about the cage, which I just dimissed as her normal pre-shedding behavior, but I noticed as I examined her that there were little red specks along various parts of her body. The spots rubbed raw on her head were because of how hard she was scratching. She's pulled a few scales off along her body. There's really only one explanation for that with lizards: mites. How wonderful! I took her out and bathed her, took some pictures of the wounds, and then googled things for a little while which is when I learned about the mites. I proceeded to freak out again. Why? I realized I noticed the same markings on the shoulders of one of my rats a day or so prior. Just great! My animals are infested. Oh wait! My dog was itching like crazy a few days before as well. A spray of some flea killer made him stop, thank goodness... but with exotic pets it's super important to be careful what products you use around them.

I realize now how hard it is to see, but these are the spots that are just on her head...
Unfortunately, the rats don't sit still long enough for me to get a good picture of them ): .

My sister then took the girls (the rats) and bathed them, leaving me to freak out over my lizard once again. I took everything out of her cage and began scrubbing it all down, which probably took about an hour because of how anal you need to be with getting rid of the little buggers. If you want to know what products to use or how to disinfect a cage, let me know! I'd be happy to tell you guys how, but otherwise I'll get on with the story.

Once Kris' (my lizard) cage was clean, I rubbed oil all over her then set her in a bath. After a few minutes of letting her soak, I took a toothbrush and began scrubbing her--gently because you don't want to pick off scales--clean. Once finished, I put her back into an abnormally empty terrarium, then moved back to the girls'. Now that they were washed and dried, I took the last step in the cleaning process and removed everything from their cage, then scrubbed all of that clean. And since I was on a roll, I cleaned out my Chinchillas' cages. The boys weren't showing any signs of itching and from what I could see they had no bite marks, which I found odd. All three of the critters' cages are in the same area so why wouldn't they have mites too? I realized that there could only be two reasons for this: 1) the new bedding shared between the lizard and the rats 2) the worms shared between the lizard and the rats. Unfortunately, there's no way for me to be sure just what caused all this. Mites are incredibly small and impossible to see without a microscope, so I can't fish through the bedding and the worms to figure out just where the little guys came from, so I had to throw both out. Now what I found (bitterly) hilarious about this situation, is that both products are Petco buys.

Let me start by saying that I hate Petco. I bought my lizard from them and she was practically dead and was too young to be sold legally. Kris would've died if I didn't beg my parents to take us to the vet. It took several weeks of non-stop hand-feeding, medicating, and warming her to bring her to a normal-ish weight, and even then it took months for her to get back to a normal growing speed. Then after that, her right arm breaks. She's so fragile because of the ill treatment as a baby, and also because of poor breeding. But the treatment of pets isn't the only thing I hate... they mistreat the feeder animals as well. Worms are kept in containers without food so they starve and rot, crickets are kept in plastic tubes in vast numbers, mice are kept in entirely too small containers with far too many roommates, the list goes on. And as for the instructions they give when you adopt a pet, they're generally wrong. Most of their pamphlets instruct you to place lizards on substrates, which is a huge no-no, especially as infants. But enough about that... I could go on for hours on why Petco is such a horrible place.

My advice to you is to make sure you're buying whatever product from a clean environment, make sure you know when the product was made and when it is supposed to expire, and make sure you read the ingredients before purchasing. If you're buying wood shavings, keep in mind their might be wood mites. If you're buying live worms, keep in mind there may be intestinal parasites somewhere in the mix, etc. You might not ever fully be aware of what you're buying which is incredibly frightening, but unfortunately that's how our industry works. All I can say is to try your hardest to be educated!

The only good things that happened today are: my sewing machine arriving, me finishing Markiplier's livestream. Finally I can finish that glove tutorial I was working on as well as get to doing some other tutorials I've had on my list for a million years! And as for the livestream, finishing it up was just amazing. I cried quite a bit at the end there and aaaagh. I rambled a lot on the video itself so I'll save you all the trouble here but I'm really so proud to call myself a fan of Mark's, Wade's, and Bob's. They're amazing people and the amount they raised was phenomenal. I could only dream of doing something like that!

Oh, and before I forget, I'm going to be joining in on a challenge--actually, I already have--and if you guys are interested join me too! Here's the official page for it although I use the hashtag #100daysofhappiness instead of #100happydays (which was an accident but too lazy to change it haha). Lemme know if you join in!

Friday, February 28, 2014

New video: 2/28/2014

OH gosh... I was so excited to do this project and when I completed it I finally just dfghjklasdkf despite the insanely awkward dancing I did in this vid. Agh. Oh well! It was super fun and I'm glad to have finally finished it! Maybe I'll consider doing "Bubble Pop!" if this one is received well :).

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Ramblings: 2/25/2014

Blehhhhhh. I'm mad. I tried to film a new tutorial on how to sew gloves and guess what happens? My sewing machine breaks. Isn't that just wonderful? -_-; Either way, I've ordered a new sewing machine with quite a bit of thanks to my mom. I'm gonna have to sell some of my older clothes in order to pay her back OTL.

Either way, I'll finally have a nice machine instead of this chincy thing I bought a while back. It's a horrrrible machine and I definitely wouldn't recommend it!! It's a Springer 'Pixie Plus' Sewing machine. It worked fine for maybe an hour or two after I first bought it and then the part that holds the needle twisted completely sideways. It hasn't worked correctly since, no matter what I do. It also can't handle thick fabric or multiple layers which is what I need the machine to do. It's also really particular about the kinds of bobbins it takes which really sucks. Finding the colors I need in such a small size is really hard... Agh. Just in general, the machine is terrible and the fact I paid eighty some dollars for it is just ridiculous. I can't even resell the damn thing! Hopefully this next machine will be a bit better.

Another review while I'm at it! I just got my first of two Erza wigs in the mail today... 





Not terribly impressed with how it looks on-camera but off-camera it's not too bad. It's quite shiny so I'll need to add some powder and/or give it a good wash. It also sheds quite a bit... However, the length is to my mid-thigh so no worries about that anymore but the fringe and sides need some trimming up to match her actual hair. As for shipping, it came waaaay sooner than originally stated which is a bonus. It can also double as a wig for Gou (which is another cosplay I have in mind) so yaaay~! Otherwise, not a bad purchase. I'd give it a 3/5. The only way I can justify the price is because of just how much wig there is. Next wig is a long hair only wig, which I'll be using before the ponytailed wig.



But enough about that! I'll be uploading this week's health update some time tomorrow, and I'll get onto starting filming my cover of "Banana" hopefully tomorrow as well. I can't keep procrastinating! I think I'm also going to film a sort of OOTD type video for the outfits I'll be wearing in the video. Another cover I've had in mind for a while is HyunA's "Bubble Pop" of which I've collected all the outfits for. I just have to learn the choreo and record the song which is relatively simple compared to all the filming and editing I have to do for the videos. Bleeeeh. Oh well! Music is something I love to death and I'd like to get into the hang of posting covers more often. Maybe once a month or something. :)

Monday, February 24, 2014

Ramblings: 2/24/2014

Seems like everyone in my family is getting sick... blech! I'm really hoping it's nothing serious, but apparently whooping cough is going around. Scary! I'm feeling a bit better today but I'm really, really tired which sucks because the video that I've had in mind for a while is begging me to start filming and it's killing me that I don't have the energy to do it... TT__TT

I've been meaning to film a cover of G.Na's "Banana" Teaser for months now, and while I do have the audio recorded (it needs to be tweaked just a teeeeny bit but otherwise it's good, I think???), I have yet to actually film the video. It requires a special sort of lighting that I can only really get around nighttime here, so I've been waiting and waiting and the right moment just never seems to show itself! Ugh. I think I'm going to brush up on the choreography today at least... maybe that'll help get out my urge? ;u; If not, maybe I'll go ahead and film bits and pieces of it anyways. See if any of the footage is usable, I suppose. Wah. Well, I'm off to go dance! <3

OOTD/GTwM Video is up! ☆*・゜゚・*\(^O^)/*・゜゚・*☆

Okay, so, even though this video was only like... 45 seconds long, it took forever to edit. I'm quite proud of it (despite my awkward posing hehe)! The BGM is my new jam and it's royalty free which is just kjhafgahjkldfgag. I'm also super happy for this vid because it was my first time getting to put the ensemble on since I bought it all over the summer. I hadn't had a chance to don it, and decided to sport it on my trip to Japantown. Felt super awesome--even though it was pretty hot... haha. Regardless, I felt pretty and quite a few little girls came up to me and complimented me. Their parents' faces were the best reactions though fufufu.



If you're curious, here's the video. And if not, sorry you had to read this!

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Rambling: 2/22/2014

So, this week was a bit of a more relaxed one, thank goodness. I've been feeling under the weather so a week to relax was in order, even though I don't really do that much normally. I do have plans for this weekend, though. I was supposed to go to ta parade later today but last minute my plans got canceled, so instead I'll be heading to Japantown tomorrow with some friends. I'll definitely take pictures because I'm--like usual--gonna go in lolita, but I think I'm gonna go in my new coat and pink wig. Usually I just wear my classic lolita, so we'll see! It'll be fun :).

I'm gonna call it an early night because I have a wicked headache and staring at the screen is driving me crazy. The vlog will just have to wait to be uploaded until tomorrow morning, unfortunately.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Health Update: Week One [2/19/14]

Starting from this week on, I'm going to be doing a sort of diary or documentation mainly for myself as far as how my health is going. Food, sleep, exercise, my rash, etc, all of it I'm gonna tally up and keep track of starting today on hehe :). Most of it will be recorded in vlogs with my pictures and stats for the week in a blog post here. I'll link the vlog for today once it's up and going \o/.


Stats:

  • Upper Arm: ~11.5"
  • Lower Arm: 9"
  • Over Bust: 35"
  • Mid Bust: 38"
  • Under Bust: 31"
  • Waist: 33"
  • Hips: 36"
  • Upper Thigh: 24"
  • Lower Thigh: ~16.5"
  • Calf: 13"
  • Weight: need a scale sob but checked two weeks or so ago and was about 143 lbs

Pictures: